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[26 Nov 2009|01:41pm] |
im thankful for soooo many things!!!
- my family: omg i dont know how i could have gotten through the 20 (almost 21!!!) years i've been on this planet without them!!! i am so thankful i have such an amazingly close and supportive family!! they are my world...i couldnt do it without them!! my parents are so amazingly perfect!!!! my sister and me are closer than ever! my aunts, uncles and cousins are my life support!!! ahhh i love them so much!!
- my friends:
DORY: for the past 7 or so years you have been the one who got me through the toughest things i felt i couldnt tell anyone else. i hope that i was NEAR as supportive as u were to you because if so then i'd be an awesome friend too!!! lol i cant wait to grow old with you as my best friend by my side! our kids can be bffl's too!! hahah <3 but seriously...i love you sooooo much, our friendship is sooo deep and rooted and i know that nothing could tear us apart! partners in crime until we die <3
STEPH: it seems crazy to think that in chorus i thought u were a stuck up bitch and now you are one of my best friends ever!!!! i love your sweet and lovely personality and i hope you never change for anyone but yourself!! sometimes ur too nice =P haha tell ppl whats up every once and a while...it'll feel good...promise <3 haha
MY GIRLS: you know who you guys are...you guys are also my life support!!! man we have all been through SOOOO much!! its crazy to think all the shit we've been through and all the boys we've been through too...hahaha! but while other people came and went in our lives, we all remained constant and i wouldnt have it any other way!! <3 we're still friends for a reason and i hope it never changes!! <3
JOSE: i have never felt so strongly for someone. from the very first day i knew i never wanted to be apart from you another day in my life! now i know what ppl are talking about when they say "you just know"!! before you i was always scared at the thought of being married to one person and spending the rest of my life with them, especially with the winners i've dated. (sarcasm) haha but with you...there isnt a worry in my head. cuz i know that no matter what happens in our relationship, you are always gnna be there for me and im always gnna be there for you. you'll always take care of me and spoil me no matter what!! =) and you know how i love being spoiled!!!! hahaha i couldnt have imagined a more perfect man for me. thats it...like i told you, you're stuck!!! haha im just happy you love being stuck with me! haha
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[14 Nov 2009|09:32am] |
everything has been going amazing for me!!! here's an update!!!
- Dexter (my puppy) is no longer sick!!!! the treatments worked! although annoying taking him twice a day 20 minutes away it was worth it in the end cuz now my little boy is healthy and happy!! im so in love with him, im so happy i got him. i have the best puppy ever!!!!!!
- It is officially my favorite couple of months!!! well halloween started it!! Halloween, Pre-Thanksgiving real Thanksgiving, Xmas, My birthday, valentines day!! one right after another!!! how amazing if that??? i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE the weather too!! yay!!
- Im going back to school this semester finally!!! im actually really excited!! i wanna get school done!! i got some cool classes too, earth science, computers and criminal investigation! its gnna be good!!! =)
- Jose keeps getting better and better and more and more perfect!! he's the best bf i could have ever asked for!! I have never been treated this amazing...its a nice feeling! haha when Dex was sick, he woke up every morning at 7 to take me and dex to the vet so he can get his treatment, he constantly tells me how amazing i am and how we're perfect together, he's super affectionate which i LOVE cuz so am i, i LOVE his parents dude!! his dad calls me daughter in law already. -.- but its cute! my parents REALLY like him which is a big shocker! We just fit so perfectly i cant stand it!! haha im falling in love with him more and more and harder and harder everyday! sigh. i love the honey moon phase!! hahahahah
- work has been blah! im like a zombie there now, lol i work so much! i make amazing money some days and horrible money other days...but whatever!! i like the ppl i work with and the dynamic we all have with each other. i wonder if other restaurants and their staff are this close? lol =)
well i gotta go take care of Dex now!!! <3 love you alll
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[03 Nov 2009|09:43am] |
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soooooo he met my parents. my dad has never quote on quote liked a guy i brought home, my dads exact words were "wow, im really impressed.." =) everything is just falling into place as dory says. he just fits perfectly in my life...its crazy.
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[25 Oct 2009|08:47am] |
he's perfect. those are the only two words i can use to describe him. he fits into every part of my life perfectly. he treats me like the queen of sheebah! (sp?) he says the most amazin things that make my heart skip a beat, my stomach do jumps and turns and my cheeks hurt from smiling so much!
yesterday he told me "there's no one more perfect for me than you..."
and i totally agree.
it has been a complete and utter whirlwind of crazy emotion!
i went from being like "ehhh not my type"
to "i guess i'll go on ONE date with him, see whats up"
to "wow he's pretty amazing"
to "omggggg i like him soooooo much!!!!"
in the span of about two weeks! its insane!
i've been official with him for like 3 or 4 days and i can tell he's gnna be around for a LONGGGG time!!
ejfbefjebnfeqw. i've only felt like this one time before and i havent felt this way in years. seriously...years. and this time i know im going to be treated with respect, and im going to be treated like i finally realize i deserve to be treated.
sigh.
<33333333 he's going to be really easy to fall for.
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| MY NEW BABY DEXTER!!! |
[08 Oct 2009|10:08pm] |
soooooooooo *drumroll please* MY PARENT FINALLY GAVE IN!!!
i would like to introduce you all to my brand new baby DEXTER!!!
he is a toy rat terrier and will not get bigger than 6-7 lbs!!!
im sooooo in love =)
andddd, its day 2 of him being at my house....and he is already peeing on the pee pads and the grass outside...he's brilliant!!!!
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| update!!!!! |
[07 Sep 2009|10:32am] |
- my knee has been really killing me. it kinda scares me...like i need to strengthen it now so i dont blow out my knee...cuz if i do...there goes my effing career! =/
- im training for bartender at my job...im excited abou i cuz i have always wanted to do that...=) yay!
- i STILL want a pupppppppyyyyyy. >_<
- i kinda miss school. im not excited im not taking classes this semester.
- i feel like i have lost touch with a lot of ppl who i really care about...i dnt like that at all...it makes me really sad.
- work has been going really good, the last two nights i worked i made over $100 in tips alone. =) i hope it keeps going that way, lol
well thats kinda whats up. i gotta go get dressed, going to miami with my daddy to do god knows what!
ITS FOOTBALL SEASONNNN!!! yayyyyy! the canes play the noles tonight...oh man im excited.
GO CANESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!
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[06 Jul 2009|11:52pm] |
DISCLAIMER: I DONT MEAN THIS TO BE COCKY LIKE SOME OTHER PEOPLE.
wow. so this guy at my job has been acting super into me. we've been texting alot, and he says/does the sweetest things. like last night he asked me what time i work today, i told him 6 and he said ok but i was hmmmm. then today he tells me, "i put something in the fridge where the desserts are for you, hopefully it puts a smile on ur face and starts out ur work day on a good note, MUAH!" i was like omg i wanna know what it isssss. so i go to work a little early cuz i couldnt stand it anymore and there was a homemade red velvet cupcake with vanilla frosting and slices of strawberry on top! how cute right? cuz i told him i liked red velvet cake! he said he left 3 of them but people took 2. lolol he got mad as hell. and he was helping steph decide on a song to do for her american idol auditions and i was there too, and i sang in front of him....thats like...a huge deal for me. i dont sing in front of ppl, especially guys i like. im so self conscious and shy about my singing but he makes me feel so freakin comfortable.
i have really started to like him...like a lot. then i find out...he's in an open relationship with some lesbian who has a gf...wtffff!!! how wierd/fucked up is that. im am NOT going to start dating someone who is in that retarded situation. it just sucks cuz we're super compatible and idk like whenever im around him he makes me have the nervous butterflies when u like someone alot and my cheeks HURT after talking to him cuz he makes me laugh and smile the wholeeee time. its just an annoying situation.
i wont get my hopes up. but all im saying is that if he breaks up with that girl im all over that. hahah. UGHHHHHHH whatever.
srry just had to rant.
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[05 Jul 2009|09:43am] |
OMGGGG!!! how embarrasing.
his mom is really cool....but omg.
i thought i was going to literally spontaneously just DIE!
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[26 Jun 2009|08:59pm] |
im so pissed.
my uncle and aunt (on my mom's side) were driving, and the cops were chasing someone,the person ran a stop sign and hit my uncle and aunt and trapped my aunt (who has serious anxiety problems) in the car. they finally get her out and take her to the hospital...and then my uncle procedes to LEAVE HER to go pick up some kids from the church. wtffffff.
and what pisses me off more is that he has always looked down on my father because my dad isnt super religious and he is a pastor and all that stuff, but im sorry, i dont care how fucking religious he is or if he's a pastor, my father would never EVER put ANYTHINGGGGG in front of his family. we come first to him no matter what and my uncle ALWAYS puts the church in front of his own freakin family. and idk what other ppl think, but i feel it makes my father a better man than him.
now my aunt calls my mom crying and freaking out and my mom just went to sleep over with her cuz her own freakin husband left her and drove to sebring to pick up some kids.
ugh.
sorry i needed to vent
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[25 Jun 2009|12:42pm] |
so tomorrow is my first day of working on my own. no trainer, just me! lol im a little nervous. i hope i dont get any difficult customers!!! and some nice tips would be nice! but i think i'll be fine, if anything i can bullshit my way through it! haha im good at that....
i NEED a change of scenery!!! as soon as i make some cash and have like 3 or 4 days off in a row, im heading up to o-town!!! like SPEEDING there!!! haha i get so bored here in pines. now i have many peeps there!!! i used to just go up, stay with dory and thats it!! now i have my chasey poo up there, and ness!! its so cool!!!
i had a dream last night that i was digging in the sand and i found a priceless artifact and i sold it to a museum for 20 billion dollars. damn the things i did with the money. lol how amazing would that be in real life? *sigh*
in other news, some people are annoying. its not attractive or helping you AT ALL when you seem cocky and pretentious. but i mean, i guess if thats how you are...u cant change that. im just saying....what happened?
well thats my update! <3 love you all
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[14 Jun 2009|09:42am] |
so last night my fever got worse again and my mom took me to the emergency room...
they ran a shitload of tests on me and 3 and a half hours later, told me that i have a UTI. yucky. i feel soooo horrible.
they gave me medicine and im supposed to eat something with it, but my stomach is so messed up i can barely keep anything down. so then my stomach gets even worse...i've never been so nauseous or sick feeling in my life.
wierdest thing happened though, while i was in the ER, louis texted me "whats wrong" i was like "huh?" and he was like "i feel like somethings wrong with you" and i told him i was in the emergency room and he was like "WHATTTT" and then i told him and he was like "omg ok well at least its not worse" lol it was just really wierd. lol ex telepathy i guess. and yesterday was his bday too. lol
ugh my mom keeps nagging me to eat something but my stomach just WILL not take food. ugh.
i feel like poopie. =(
Mandy
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[10 Jun 2009|09:03am] |
so i've had a fever for the past idk how many days now...
last night it went up to its highest of 102.3.
i couldnt see straight and my mom made me take a cold shower.
i sat in the shower crying cuz i felt sooo bad and cold and it was soooo cold....
it sucked really bad. its still 101 today so im going BACK to the doctor...
AND im supposed to go back to training tomorrow....=(
i have to go. i cant miss it. im just gnna have to deal with a 101 to 102 fever.
ugh.
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[06 Jun 2009|10:18pm] |
training went well today, the only thing im iffy with is carrying trays, i didnt think they'd be that heavy!!! jeez. they make it look so easy... lol
so i was abnormally drained today after a good 8 hours of sleep...
i go to training, come home, take a nap....and wake up with a fever...-.-
great.
and i have training tomorrow at 11...
and the next day.
and the next day.
and the next day.
then a day off.
then the next day.
then the day after is my test/skill out where they act like asshole customers to me and i have to handle them good. then i start on my own.
i have NO TIME for a cold.
plus im taking steph's brand new puppy from tuesday until saturday cuz shes out of town...
NO TIME FOR A COLD.
lame.o
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[03 Jun 2009|08:22pm] |
soooooo i've been a little under the weather.
stuck in a rut...
buttt, i do orientation tomorrow for otb and then training for 5 days then im a server =)
hopefully once i start working and then start school again and get things going, i'll come out of my rut.
we'll seeeeee. lolol
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[27 May 2009|11:26am] |
NO MORE COLDSTONE!!!!!
i start my new job either the end of this week, or next week!!! =)
im soooooo excited!!! i already know a shit ton of ppl who work there and the managers like me and i like them all, im just super excited!!
after i work for a little and start saving up me and steph are going apt. hunting!!!
and my dad said once i move out he's going to buy me the puppy i want!!!! =)
life is looking up at the moment and im excited for whats to come =)
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| i've realized. |
[13 May 2009|12:05pm] |
i have no faith in men.
at all...
i feel like they cant be faithful. like they are incapable.
and i dont want to get comments from the girls with boyfriends saying your boyfriend is, cuz im sure he is...
im just saying, from what i see...i feel like they cant.
the end.
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[11 May 2009|11:32am] |
dude i could NEVER live alone. i'd kill myself from depression. i have been alone for a week and im depressed as hell....i at least need alaynaw (the puppy) back with me. =(
it also doesnt help that EVERYONE is too busy for me. ugh.
bye.
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[10 May 2009|08:43pm] |
i didnt think i would mind being away from my mom on mothers day, but i miss her like crazyyyy!!! =(
i want my fam to get back from Puerto Rico NOW!
lame.
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[29 Apr 2009|08:31am] |
soooo a lot has been going on!!!
- im done with school until summer A starts which is may 12th! =))
- IM GOING TO SEE KATY PERRY TODAY!!
- i have to go to the doctor because i keep getting dizzy and light headed, i've been EXTREMELY tired for no reason, and i feel weaker than normal, so im guessing im anemic again. which is gay. lol
- im having a party on the 8th!!!! my rents and sister are going away to Puerto Rico and im staying behind by myself!! le woot!!! freedom for a week. hahaha. even though i have freedom now...lolol
- im talking to this guy named mark. he's super sweet and super sexy. i keep moving from guy to guy but i dont mean to. its not like im a pimpette. no one has just kept me interested. like one day i'd like them, the next i wouldnt. but mark...i havent stopped crushing super hard. i even chose seeing him over seeing louis...i havent done that with ONE guy. not even one... he's pretty perfect for me on paper, then you add his humor and personality and all that stuff....he's pretty perfect all around. he's comin to my party and im nervous for him to meet my friends, i know they'll like him. but im just still nervous....lolol
- i want a baby. is that wierd? im so young. but i just feel like i SHOULD be a mother. like im meant to be one. i keep saying, if i was financially stable right now, i would have one right now. but yeah no guy so....lolol not yet at least. plus im not financially stable, so i wouldnt do that to my child.
- im going to try really hard to get back into singing lessons. i sing at my house and i realize my voice has gotten worseeee! and it pisses me off. and i miss singing more than anything in this whole wide world. =)
- just thought i'd say one more time...KATY PERRY TODAY!!!
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[12 Apr 2009|10:56am] |
- had dinner with ellie yesterday!! that was fun!!!
- i got the worstttt headache yesterday. it was a migraine. i was literally crying it was so bad! i finally fell asleep and then woke up at 4:30 with a headache cuz i had a bad dream. but at least it wasnt a migraine. urgh
- louis is in new york =( i miss him. he needs to get back alreadyyyy
- may 5-12th i have my house to myself. the rents/sister are going to puerto rico!!! yay!!!
- school is pissing me off. i just cannot stand going. its pure torture to me....
ummmmm, i think thats it.
oh and i want a puppy so bad. =(
im so mad my rents wont let me get oneeeeee
<3 love you guys
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